THURSDAY!
There are no words for how happy I am that this semester will be over in two weeks!

It just dawned on me to put the songs under a cut so I came have my music and not look at the ugly empty space that I can't get rid of.

This song pretty much sums up my life for the next 2 weeks.
( Work - Jimmy Eat Word )

I love this song, especially the chorus. I reminds me of the good old days when I used to have fun. fuck school
( Can I Take You Home? - Breathe Carolina )

Just for the hell of it
( If Only She Knew Voodoo Like I Do - Get Scared )

Thursday!

There are no words for how happy I am that it's Friday. Yesterday wasn't a lot better than Tuesday. I'm starting to realize just how screwed my grades are gonna be this semester and I still felt like hell. School is fucking depressing. Even though I have a butt load of homework to do, I'd rather sit here and do it then go to school.

But today is a better day. I feel better, the stuff I ordered from Yesstyle.com got here early, and everything fits! So on to the music.The theme for this week is songs that help me focus 'cause that what I'm gonna need if I don't want to retake econ 106 ;~;

This song takes all the weight off of my mind. With all the stress from school, that is exactly what I need.
Vanessa Carlton - Nolita Fairytale
http://www.imeem.com/artists/vanessa_carlton/music/nhEc8Zce/vanessa-carlton-nolita-fairytale/

Like "Nolita Fairytale", this song helps my forget my own problems.
The Fray - You Found Me
http://www.imeem.com/thefray/music/csbDIAg8/the-fray-you-found-me/

This song is really energizing. I love it
Jimmy Eat World - Bleed American
http://www.imeem.com/artists/jimmy_eat_world/music/IMjNXZl5/jimmy-eat-world-bleed-american/

Sorry no song post today. I just got SJM's first CD/DVD and Super Junior's 3rd album in the mail (FINALLY!). I'm grinnin' and flailing like a loon!

AWWWWW YEEEEAH!
</lj-embed>I checked this video out just for the hell of it the other day and I LOVED it! I love the video too. So cool. And I see what they did there with the "Bad Girl" choreography. 
 
Ok, ok, I know this is an incredibly sad song but it's SJM so how could I resist. this song is heartbreakingly beautiful. Henry looks absolutely flawless in it too.

Last but not least is this song. It's by iRival, formerly known as Esme. It's a new version of one of their old songs and it's beautiful. I seriously, highly recommend you give it a listen.
These Dreams Are Real - iRival
http://www.imeem.com/people/DWKxgVT/music/xFjIY-Dy/i-rival-these-dreams-are-real/

( Birthday Rundown )

THURSDAY!!
I'm in a very good mood today (despite the headache/FFA hangover and homework that I need to finish)! So it's time to sing and dance my little heart out! And also, screw the playlists, it's pain in the ass and doesn't look any better.



Oh look a video! Again!

In honor of my new found love for 2PM. <3
*flail over impending comeback*
*insert "come back jay" speech here*

I've been singing to this all morning. I love it! Doesn't quite fit today's happy mood but what the hell, enjoy it anyway.
Remember When - There For Tomorrow
http://www.imeem.com/artists/there_for_tomorrow/music/bLLBAbzq/there-for-tomorrow-remember-when-used-to-be-used-to-it/

I dare you to resist this.
Keep Your Head - The Ting Tings
http://www.imeem.com/artists/the_ting_tings/music/kmZh6PqU/the-ting-tings-keep-your-head/

( chrismakkuh, legen_legentis, and General fuckery )
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THURSDAY!
I'm trying something new with this. The links were kind of lame so I made a playlist. There's still a bunch of empty space I haven't figured out how to get rid of but whatever. These songs are my JAMS! I've had them on repeat so much I hear them in my dreams! Love them!

/FAIL
I Totally Forgot What Day It Was Here On Earth


I've been in OMG-my-ovaries-hurt-but-let's-go-shopping-anyway world for a while. My bad.
Anyway, I've been in a rather sour/anti-social mood lately even though things are going well. I'm supposed to go see a friend I haven't seen in a while tomorrow so hopefully I snap out of it. Here are some songs to reflect my mood.

I know, I know. Don't judge me. I've been getting in touch with my inner middle-schooler.
Avril Lavigne - Losing Grip
http://www.imeem.com/avrillavigne/music/s_-SruPx/avril-lavigne-losing-grip/

Purr.
Mayday Parade - Black Cat
http://www.imeem.com/maydayparade/music/hYUouMfG/mayday-parade-black-cat/

Every time I listen to 30 Seconds To Mars, I think of Jared Leto getting his head blown off in Panic Room. Or Shannon Leto's eyebrow slowly crawling off of his face. And I lol. HARD.
30 Seconds To Mars - Attack
http://www.imeem.com/artists/30_seconds_to_mars/music/NAs2JgcO/30-seconds-to-mars-attack/

It's Thursday!
and I still feel like crap
So here are some songs I've been listening to try and distract me from my own misery.

Hey look, a video! I love this video. The song is sweet, the colors are vivid, and it just makes me feel good.



This song is good for when my fever gets really bad. It's a sad song that evokes rainy-day imagery, which is relaxing.
Reila - Gazette
http://www.imeem.com/people/dE93m/music/lYUO2Fws/gazette-reila/

And finally, I'd like to dedicate this song to my fever.
This Is The Part Where You Are Supposed To Scream - Alesana
http://www.imeem.com/artists/alesana/music/AFaoRC_0/alesana-this-is-usually-the-part-where-people-scream-album/

Random Note: I was sitting in Border's The other day, just thumbing through the latest issue of AP Magazine and happened across the "In The Studio" section. ALESANA IS BACK IN THE STUDIO! I nearly sqeed out lout right in the store! I guess that's two god things this week. =D

*~*THIS WEEK MAKES ME RAGE*~*


1. I've got the weirdest cold/flu I've ever had. Between 7am and 3pm I'm okey, any other time I feel like I'm dying! Right now I've got a fever that is absolutely kicking my ass! I'm on fire, it's starting to mess with my head, and while I try to sleep it gets worse. WHY ME!!!

2.For some reason I've been Captain Socially Awkward this week. Any time someone talks to me I manage to say/do something that's just weird. Such as laughing at inappropriate times and being just a little too enthusiastic when talking to my Chem Lab TA. (I blame the fever.)

3.THE FUCKING WEATHER!!!! So help me God, I cannot seem to dress appropriately for this crazy New Mexico weather. Take today for example. It was supposed to be cold and rainy with thunderstorms today so, I planned a cute outfit to fit the occasion (I love rain). All black, head-to-toe, two layers os stockings, thigh-high knitted socks, long-sleeve, thin turtleneck undershirt, and a dress over top. I LOOKED GOOD DAMN IT! At first it was all good, then before my first class even started the fucking sun comes out! Then, I got to be that weird girl in all black and way too much clothes, and everyone let me know just how weird they thought I looked by starring at me ALL FUCKING DAY!

4.I'm gaining weight. What kind of person manages to gain weight while they're sick? Me, apparently. Normally, I would just eat less and exercise more for a while and everything would even out. But for some reason I've been ravenously hungry ALL THE TIME so it hurts to not eat.

5. My sister is a self-rightous bitch...'nough said.

6. I'm so unusually tired. Even before I got sick I just couldn't keep my eyes open for more that four hours at a time. I've been skipping class after class this week and last week so I could go and get some rest. I honestly can't seem to get it together.

There has been one really good thing this week which is my mom got a new job. Much better pay, heathcare, dental, and vision (I can have glasses again! YAY!). I'm grateful for that, but it would be nice if I could catch a bit of a break.

Whoa, almost forgot about this... Anyway, this weeks theme is songs from CD's I finally get to order for my birthday next week/already got for my birthday. Fair warning: None of this is in english. Expand your horizons bitches.

This whole CD, with the exception of one song imo, it really good. This one is my favorite.
Station 1 Year - G-Dragon
http://www.imeem.com/babypbunny/music/v5q2rU1W/g-dragon-1-station-1-years/

Sweet, sugary, lovey-dovey goodness. Enjoy!
Ai Ni Ai Ni (Love Song) - Super Junior M
http://www.imeem.com/people/xeqTz/music/79fa8gg5/super-junior-m-love-song/

Yeah, that's right! I've got SJM on here twice! And this song is twice as sugary as the other one! BWAHAHAHAHA!
Confession - Super Junior M
http://www.imeem.com/nekomomoka/music/7x79YhaI/super-junior-m-confession/